Dreams...

Ok. This is something I need to get out of my head and stop dwelling on it. That's what I like about this. It's kind of like I can put something here (on blogger) and let it go, or at the very least- when I see it typed, I feel better about it.

I keep having this same dream. I guess I've been having it for the past 6 or so months. It's always in the same place, and for the most part, the same thing happens over and over. It gets really hard to remember when I wake up. But the feeling is the same. I feel drained out and stressed when I wake up, and sad.

It all takes place in my last apartment. Which I find very weird considering I hated living there (for the most part) and it has been remodeled since I left. Improvements which I have not seen, but would like to, considering that in my dream the apartment has been remodeled.

Dreams just really freak me out sometimes. Like this dream I had last night, a portion of it was the same old dream. But then I wake up and realized that this dream has taken place over a period of weeks in my head. You know, like in Inception.... In this dream, I had wrecked a car, gotten alcohol poisoning, burned a house down....all by accident.... And over a two week period.

Some dreams aren't just dreams. I know that. I had a dream one time that this girl fell off of her second story apartment balcony. I woke up to find that this had actually happened. And happened just as in my dream. Like an out of body experience.

Anyways, I feel a little better about this now. Still tired though.