Alone but not loney

Hello.

Today is Thursday. Today I got my license back. Feels like a bear mauling my face just stopped. Good.

Lately I've found myself alone. I suppose, or hope, it's friends being busy, etc. I can't think of anything bad that I've done to anyone. And normally I know when I've fucked up. It hasn't been bad though. I feel like most of us are going through some big changes in life. I won't pressure anyone to hangout or get dinner or things like that. Mostly the fact that I have friends is such a mystery and a blessing that I dare not press issues such as this. I'm sure they're probably thinking "well he never calls, so he must be busy or not want to hangout" too. Ahhh the life of loners. I don't think I'll ever get used to having friends and trying to protect that.

Anyways, this weekend is so needed that I could cry. Some weeks are just more emotionally draining than others, as a whole. I miss my Grandmother. Thankfully I'll get to see her Saturday morning.

OKAY WIDE WORLD. I'm out.