I need...

My bar, and a few happy hour drinks, so I can maybe experience one happy hour out of the day today

5 days

no meat

Saturday

I wish I had been in memphis last night to see my favorite musician...but alas...I was not.

however, today has been swell, after a long night of nightmares I went to eat lunch with Melissa at jasons deli, deliciouso.

Now i'm waiting for my movie to start at a place where I basically grew up...Tandy 10, about to watch 'He's just not that in to you', which I've really wanted to see because it has some of my favorite actors in it.

anyways, till next time nobody!

Vegetarian

It's going well, I don't even crave meat. Yesterday, I ate 2 nutrigrain bars for breakfast, a salad and an apple for lunch and then a Bella Burger at my favorite bar with the company of two goo friends. For those that don't know, a Bella Burger is Portobello Mushrooms laid out on a burger like meat, making the texture of the sandwich that of a hamburger, but without all the nasty fat and grease you get from the meat, I will be eating more of these, laying of cheeses as well, and making myself healthy.

Didn't go to the gym this morning, was a little slow in the head upon waking up. Will go tomorrow and Satuday AND maybe Sunday if I want to.

seacrest out.

.......

A shirt fits...

whatiam

Is not at all what I feel like.

Taking steps to be and feel like the person that I want to be - Healthy, Happy, Loving, Protective, etc..

Over that past year my life has gone ape s*&t, and now it's starting to level out a little bit.

Here's to a new you (me).

Here's a list of things that I've either done or am doing in this process of becoming myself again.

1.- Remove Paxil, Wellbutrin and Klonopin from life (check)

2.- Get Gym Membership for life (check)

3.- Stop drinking (with the intent to hurt others or myself or to make a complete fool of myself or without regard for my loved ones feelings).....(check)

4.- Eat right (check?)

5.- Stop smoking (____)

6.- Save money (trying)

7.- Write more songs (trying)

8.- Be nice even to the people who piss me off enough to set their hair on fire (grrr check)

9.- Enjoy little things (trying)

10.- Talk to you (____)